Spiritualy these 6 weeks have been very spiritual you could say. If there is one thing I could say that is very important in missionary work is fasting, prayer, patience, and Love. It is hard to cultivate, but not imposible. I am still so far from where I wish to be, but I have honestly seen the hand of God in this transfer. Love you all and Thank you for your examples!
Elder Mills
This week has been hard, but worth it. About my Companion. I have told President about the some things, like the girls and things. I have had to lay down the lay every once and a while. I have always been open with you and mom, I took that same principle into pratice with him since the begining of the change. Everything I have told President or the leaders he knows. He knows I am aware of why and what he does, because he has told me. I have been fasting and praying for this guy, because he has a ton of potential. The other day he finally studied and he felt impressed to read a talk by Elder Holland, called misionary work and the Atonement. He felt impressed that he has to change. Now we will see if he exercises Faith and Repents, if he does so he will work miracles and the Spirit will be 100 percent of the time with him. When he told me that I started to cry a little bit. I bore testimony of the results of changing, and the affects on other people. I have been honest with him about how he makes me feel bad, and because at the begining of the change I would judge him, and was a little annoyed with what he would do. Then I started to find love for this guy and have seen what he can truly do. When his pride leaves he is almost the same guy that he was. I have told him all of this, and am honestly seeing him change little by little. It has honestly been a hard 6 weeks for me spiritualy because I have felt like a failure, but through Prayer, Fasting, and Patience I have seen the hand of God. I have seen something of a change in my companion it is good. Love you mom!
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